Post by tovaana on May 30, 2021 19:40:26 GMT -5
T. 2761 M. 11
Treyvin;
His pale gaze seemed to reflect the sea’s color and intensity. Any time there was a ship coming in, he didn’t work very well. He’d pause, watch the dot grow bigger and then convince himself to continue to work…then he’d pause, look out at the bigger dot, now a small ship…so far away, and continue to work. Not until the ship was recognizable, but even then – even with descriptions of his father’s boats… he was told there were three anyways… but who knew, maybe his ship (which he heard was the fastest) would get there a day before the others… It was enough for his imaginative mind to wonder if every ship coming in had his Captain father aboard.
Today though, he could see two ships coming in. He kept looking up to see if a third would appear from over the horizon. His heart was hammering by the time the third dot came bobbing into view and he couldn’t get his feet to work anymore. He’d be useless anyways, so he went to see if he could take the rest of the day off. Treyvin tried not to do it often, for this very reason. What if it wasn’t him? Would it be a waste?
He sighed, his breath chilling in a mist as it hit the cold air. A cold wind came from the ocean and it was days like this that he missed Southern. Or anywhere warmer. He hugged himself, leaning on a railing facing the ocean. There was a small pop above him and suddenly Shipfish was on the railing, pushing himself under Treyvin’s arm and weaving through his folded arms to get his attention. Treyvin smiled distractedly at his young blue’s intentions, but his gaze was right back on the ocean, watching the first ship get closer and closer and closer… Why couldn’t he have some ability that was actually useful? Rather than feel feelings, why couldn’t he use his mind to pull ships closer to him? Or mind speak, like dragons. These things seemed like they would be a lot more useful and practical in that moment. It was moments like these that also made him hate feelings, because his own seemed in turmoil with each other and weren’t allowing him to put up any blockades for the people who passed behind him. Fear, excitement, nerves, frustration, curiosity, worry…
Shipfish made his way to Treyvin’s shoulder and he sighed. “Not now Shipfish, you gotta go.” The blue seemed to tighten his little claws on his shoulder and Treyvin winced. “Ouch, you silly fish, go! You’re hurting me. I didn’t bring my shoulder pad to work for this reason, you’d never let me work!” His head was turned to look at the blue that wasn’t pouting, but hadn’t given up either. He groaned. He had a few moments anyways, the ship was finally pulling in and he felt his hands tighten on the railing. Maybe he could get a job on the ship, at least while it was in dock. He still wanted to be a dragonrider, but if he could get a job on his father’s boat… it had all he had dreamed about for so, so long. His stomach fluttered and he straightened, pulling his blue off his shoulder and putting him on the railing. Shipfish and he struggled for the next few moments, the boy trying to get the blue off of him, but he kept trying to land on Treyvin's shoulder.
He finally got the blue off him, but instead the blue hovered overhead, probably waiting for an opening when Treyvin wasn’t paying attention. He sighed, a small smile touching his lips that was sapped away as he realized that people were coming off the ship. The boy’s hands went to his stomach and butterflies roiled within him, feeling queasy and nervous. Suddenly his grand plan of surprising dear ol’ dad didn’t seem all that appealing at all. He stood there, frozen in indecision as people trickled off, greeting family that noticed the ship’s arrival.
The word “Capt’n” gave his heart reason to stutter and his eyes darted to the voice onboard, finding his feet slowly bringing himself closer to see who the person who had been talking to. The shuffle onboard left him without any more clues – but there was a pale haired woman he did notice, and she seemed so out of place that it took him to realize who it was… Sio? It was rather jarring and confusing, but still less distracting than the word “Captain” being thrown out again. This time, being closer to the plank where people were coming off, he saw the dark haired man that turned at the sound of the title and he felt stiff like one of his wooden carvings, frozen in time as he watched the man walk in and out of sight. He gulped dryly, a small sad smile meeting his face as his tears pricked his eyes. No, no crying. He took a breath, watching the man and realizing that the ghost that had haunted his day dreams was coming to life. He was… real. What was once a figment of his imagination was suddenly with form and as his rainbow started to materialize, the colors were darker and less bright than he had imagined them. What if all his wondering and dreaming made his father out as something more than he actually was, what if his father didn’t want anything to do with a mistake from the past, and what of the vague stories of L’rey? What if the man was not what he had hoped for too?
He found his body moving backward, his legs taking stiff steps backward with each negative thought that took hold of imagination, darkening his dreams. No, he couldn’t handle that, he thought, not now. Blinking, he shook his head a couple times, and turned, his legs taking him further. He didn’t run, but he walked quickly, thinking he wanted to be anywhere but there…but he didn’t have a dragon to run off to, nothing he could escape on, no one that could really understand. Even if he told them his secret, they wouldn’t understand. Not the problem with his father, nor the feelings that wracked at him. Shipfish took advantage of his human's distracted thoughts and landed as softly as he could on his shoulder as he walked away.~~~ The Next Day ~~~
He’d asked for different chores away from the docks after he left the scene of his father’s ship docking. It had been nice to do something different, but at the same time it had been just as hard to be around new minds and new feelings, colors and textures that his mind wasn’t used to numbing out. At least it distracted him from thinking much about his father and what it meant to him. The day prior he came to the conclusion that it probably wouldn’t mean much to Treyjen, just another boy – his young mind fabricated a story where he had left L’rey, a son he had known about – so why would he care much about him? The story and low expectations helped him go back to the docks, it helped him stand his ground at the plank that acted as a way on and off the ship.
He waited until someone noticed him and he coolly asked if he could talk to the Captain. Treyvin refused to tell them his name, he wanted to tell Treyjen himself, he wanted to be there for his reaction. He waited for a moment until he was motioned to come on deck, all his work at pushing his feelings down were starting to unwind at just being on the boat he had day dreamed about so many times.
“I want a job.” He blurted when the man finally came out, before he had stopped walking toward him, unable to stop his tongue, a thrill going through him, as disappointed that it was the first words spoken to his father.
Zen
kevna for brief mention of Sio (feel free to have me edit her out if inaccurate!)