Post by kevna on Oct 5, 2021 23:51:33 GMT -5
Vanisha - Candidate
It felt so strange, walking through the halls, like déjà vu; except this time, she wasn’t lost. She watched the walls, looking for the tell-tale signs that she was going the right way, and easily found them. It was even stranger that she was seeking out a man, by herself, to accompany. She kept wanting to glance back, just to make sure she didn’t have a maid or chaperone following her. Which was silly. When would these… insecurities fall away? Why was it so difficult letting go of something she had wanted to let go of?
Like the dress that swished at her ankles. She had tried to put on the rider breeches her mother had gifted her, but they had felt so wrong that she had immediately changed back into the simple green gown she wore now. She would have to get used to breeches if she became a dragonrider… but the way they hugged her legs, making them appear longer… It went against everything she had known. The dress was a comfort, a cursed one, but a comfort all the same. Besides, she wasn’t sure how she would stand up against the inspection of men while wearing breeches. Parlhion had been nothing but a gentleman last she had seen him, but there were other men, more forward men, that already made her blush and feel like an awkward teen.
Half of her hair was braided in a crown atop her head, while the lower half fell in soft waves down her back. She shifted the winter cloak on her shoulders, so it lay better, and adjusted her warm brown leather gloves. These were rider gloves. She could take comfort that at least some part of her was adapting, even if it was just a small article of clothing at a time. Vanisha tapped on the door before opening it, folding her hands before her, one of her small, welcoming, and perfect smiles in place. It would hide her nerves, she was sure.
The redhead nodded to one of the harpers that murmured a welcome to her, walking past them and towards where Parlhion worked. “Good afternoon, Parlhion. How is your work going? Are you at a good stopping point?” She ignored the pointed looks that some of the others working tossed their way. She had plenty of onlookers her whole life, she wondered if that would ever change. She hoped so. She would love to be able to fade into a crowd, be the wallflower.