Post by Zen on Apr 24, 2021 23:42:26 GMT -5
About a sevenday after Dawning of a Brighter Future
Treyjen
Knowing how important this turn’s end would be, how important it would be for them all to remain at Mavros through it, Treyjen had kept them away from the island for a bit longer than usual because he figured once they went back, they ought to stay until turn’s end matters were settled. And maybe he was just a little apprehensive about returning. Ever since the island had come into view on the horizon he couldn’t stop thinking about L’rey and if the boy might have made a decision about whether or not he wanted anything to do with him. The closer they drew to Mavros, the more he wanted to close himself in his quarters and drink because he wasn’t sure he could face his son’s rejection, and he just couldn’t see any other outcome, because he didn’t deserve a second chance. He had abandoned him, just as his mother had.
Shells, but he just wanted to turn the ship about and sail on. Weak. His grip on the wheel tightened as he refused to give in to that nearly overwhelming desire to run. He really was a coward, running from his own son for so long. Too sharding weak to even think about him without drinking away his memory. Well he was more than a memory now and as strong as the desire was to try, he could not drink him away. He had certainly proven that last time he’d tried. He’d tried for days, very nearly drowned himself in every bit of alcohol he had stashed in his quarters, but the boy hadn’t left his mind.
His gaze shifted, settled on Yelanna where the woman stood at the rail only a few feet away, her hair wild in the wind as she leaned into it, her eyes closed. She probably had saved his life. He drew in a deep breath, closed his own eyes and just felt the wind and the sea for a long moment before letting his breath back out. His eyes opened back onto Yelanna. She was always such a good distraction. She seemed to sense his gaze, turning to look at him, a smile spreading across her lips and she made her way closer, “What are you smiling about?”
He blinked in surprise, as he hadn’t realized he had been, “Me?”
She placed her hands over his on the wheel and leaned in a bit, her brow quirking slightly, “Mmhm… you were looking at me and smiling.”
He offered her a suggestive grin, recovering quickly enough, “I was just thinking about last night.”
She gave him a dubious look, “I like to think I know you pretty well, captain… and that was not the look you get when recalling lusty things. You’re not as good a liar as you think you are.”
“I’ve no idea what you’re talking about, love,” he insisted, “I’d never lie to you.”
“Pff. Liar,” she shot back, and her hands left his as she took a step back, “I’m going to use your quarters to make myself a bit more presentable for when we reach Mavros. My hair is all a mess, to say the least, and I forgot how cold it could get at Mavros this time of turn. I need to warm up a bit.” She flashed a suggestive grin of her own at him and he was tempted to follow her and help her with that.
Instead he watched her go, staying at the helm as the bay of Mavros came into view. He sighed and braced himself. No turning back now. He glanced back, could see the Bright Wing trailing. The Sea Dragon, however, was nowhere to be seen yet. He shook his head, wondering if Karosh ever grew tired of how slow that beast of a ship was. He never complained about it to him, anyway. It would catch up eventually.
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