Post by Zen on Jul 19, 2017 0:50:32 GMT -5
A'zael :: Bronze Fath
Danovelith had very quickly become Fath's very favorite prettyshiny. She was so nice to him, and liked to cuddle, and she was just so pretty. He let out a pleased warble as she agreed to not only hunt with him, but also watch the sunrise. Now he was even more excited. He leaned over to nuzzle Danovelith, radiating gratitude and affection for her, Thankyouthankyouthankyou!
Srunae seemed completely unaware of what he was referring to, so it hadn't been intentional after all. And then she was turning red, which only caused A'zael to laugh. She put on a good show, had become quite comfortable with their flirty banter and all- well most of his innuendos. He hadn't missed how red she had turned at his soaking wet comment earlier. But her holdbred modesty still won out when things got physical. It wasn't something A'zael could understand, nor did he think he ever would, but it was somewhat... endearing. And somehow made her that much more tempting. Wanting what he couldn't have had never been a problem for him before, but now....
He raised an eyebrow as she started on about apologizing. As if that was necessary. But she came to that conclusion on her own, and he grinned in return, “Mmm... guilty as charged.” She was pressing against him again and he mentally groaned. Why was she making this so hard? His resolve was slipping away, and he couldn't... he shouldn't.... Did she... did she want to? He was used to moving fast, but Srunae... didn't seem the type to jump from a kiss right into metaphorical bed with someone. She was sure sending all the right signals, it was just a question as to whether she knew she was sending them or not. Why did hold girls have to be so complicated?
This was completely new for him. He had never been in such a situation with a woman, where he didn't know what to do next. Surely she wouldn't be so close if she didn't...? She would have moved away by now, right? No, even if she DID... that brand new logical and mature and boring side of his mind scolded, reminding him of Mollin, of the looks and the whispers of disapproval. As much as he was trying to ignore the fact right now, he was still Weyrleader, he still had to do whatever was best for the Weyr, and.... But the pre-Weyrleader side of his mind scoffed, who would ever know? They were in the middle of the forest, in a secret hotpool no one probably even knew about, with no one around but their dragons. If they had a little fun now, how could anyone ever find out?
And a small, spiteful voice in the back of his mind reminded him that everyone probably thought he was sleeping with her already as it was, since he had already starting hearing those whispers. He's taken ANOTHER weyrling to bed, what a surprise. How irresponsible can one man be, putting a GOLD at risk? He shook his head slightly and leaned down to rest his forehead against Srunae's, closing his eyes against the whirling thoughts that plagued him. Fath touched his mind with some concern, though the Bronze was entirely confused as to what was making His feel this way. He mentally waved his dragon away, urging him to enjoy his time with Danovelith and not to worry, which Fath obeyed readily enough. Everything was just... far too complicated for him to ever explain to his dragon.
All this wondering was getting him no where fast, leaving him running in circles in his mind, unable to choose any course of action at all. As fun as their banter was, he needed straight answers to move forward. He lifted his head and looked down at her, searching her pretty green eyes for the truth, “Srunae. You're driving me mad.” The corners of his lips tugged into a slight smile at that, “I want... I need you....” And the need he referred to had two parts to it, for it was far more than just a sexual need, though that was certainly enough strong on its own. He just wasn't quite sure how to put it to words properly just yet.
He brushed his fingers over her cheek, along her jaw, and stopped himself as he dipped down to kiss her again, his lips hovering over hers tentatively, “Tell me... what you want.... Whatever it is, I'll give it to you. I don't care... I don't care what anyone else thinks or says... they're always going to think and say whatever they want.” He would sooner hop Between and stay there than let what others thought control his personal life anymore. When it came to him and Srunae... the only one whose thoughts mattered to him were Srunae's. If she wanted him to back off, to wait, then he would. And if she didn't, well... he was far more eager to hear that answer than he probably should have been.