Post by Rhush on Oct 25, 2012 15:13:18 GMT -5
Late Spring, T4, M5 [10th Pass]
Dear Journal,
I thought that as my life has changed so much in only a short pair of sevendays, I should start documenting them. As of this morning, I impressed the most wonderful dragonet to have ever come into existence - my beloved Danovelith. It's really amazing, you know, to impress... It is an explosion of love and adoration, of self-worth and utter completeness of self, of understanding and the realization that I am no longer alone, that I am not a failure or an incapable hold-weyrbrat, that the world is beautiful and shaded in rainbow hues, glorious and bright in their glowing caresses of the senses.
She is, after all, my soul, my heart, my perfect, perfect love.
That her hide is metallic gold, that it gradients so beautifully from a pale, sunshiney gold into a warm, lovely honey gold, that her eyes whirl the most beautiful shades of blues and greens and that she is effectively a queen... that has no effect on this. I would love her just the same even if she was a pale, slender green. And yet, because she is a gold, a leader and an intelligent lady of the courts, I feel as though I might hinder her with my hardly lady-like background.
From mud, dirt and animal dung to the glittering courts of Lords and Ladies, of Weyrleaders and Weyrwomen? From the consistently half-worlds of beastcraft success and candidacy failure to the whole world of weyrlinghood and training to run a Weyr; should the honor fall to me? Even now, as I write this, Danovelith assures me that I will be fine, that we will be great and wonderful weyrqueens and rule on high with the skill of long experienced Holder Ladies... but alas, I cannot say I share her confidence.
She claims that is something we will work on. Perhaps it would be easier if I found a familiar face. The hatching feast is tonight - we shall see how well I can portray the goldrider facade without Danovelith's input... for she shall be asleep at that time of the day.