Post by tovaana on Nov 24, 2019 20:06:24 GMT -5
Weyrling Muze :: Green Rylath
Morning after Rylath’s first flight
Alyx
Morning after Rylath’s first flight
Rylath had received news from a dragon that Muze was excused from her chores that day. It made Muze's face flush, to think if it was because of Rylath’s flight and… just yesterday in general. She didn’t want to be excused, she wanted to go about her life as if yesterday had never happened, but it had. On the other hand she knew she was still emotionally unstable and… sore. She pulled the furs up to her ears, trying to block her emotions from Rylath, but it took so much energy that she didn’t have leftover energy to cry while she was blocking Rylath.
The growing green was curled around the head of her bed, her head resting near Muze’s. Rylath’s eyes whirled a soft concerned yellow. She had been desperate to make Muze happy, but no matter how many times they engaged in conversation and Rylath trying to make sense of Muze’s human emotions – they just didn’t make sense. It left Muze feeling even crummier, that her emotions were bothering her dragon.
‘Why don’t you go spend some time with your siblings and cousins? I need to rest a bit more.’ She shifted, wincing at the ebbing pain within her. I want to be with you, though. Her dragon’s plaintive response was the need to make her rider feel better. ‘How about you go hunt some fish for me, then?’ There was a pause at this. ‘It would make me feel better knowing we contributed today. And I’ll come give your hide a scrub on the beach when the sun gets higher.’ Rylath lifted her speckled head, easily believing her rider and glad to have something she could do to make her rider happy. I can do that! She responded, getting up and heading to exit out, only glancing back once at her rider before leaving.
With her dragon gone and more distracted, she carefully let go of the control she’d been able to muster and let a few tears fall down her cheeks sideways onto her pillow. She’d had a dream just that night about hands that were grabbing at her – not letting her go. And she hadn’t wanted them to let her go during the moment, but as time passed she had felt trapped, but had been unable to escape. She kept trying to convince herself that yesterday had not been a nightmare like the one she had had last night, but no matter how she told herself that it was ‘normal,’ her mind rebelled against it, condemning her for something she had been helpless against. She pulled the furs closer around her, as if it would protect her from the bombarding feelings.
Alyx